
I am a seeker of God –
outside religion.
I am a seeker of God,
after seeking answers –
in many corners
Of my mind.
In many places –
different ‘answers:’
that didn’t give answers
to the questions
I asked.
I am a seeker of God –
outside religion.
I tried religion.
But it taught me
I was nothing, but sinner.
I have sinned.
But not from the start!
It taught me
I needed a saviour,
who wasn’t myself.
So I could get away with murder
because He wiped my slate clean,
every time.
I am a seeker of God –
but not of religion.
Religion’s God
Is angry and wrathful,
Like parents.
Religion told me,
Love and wrath
could exist side by side:
From God.
A God of Love?
Who favours?
And kills?
No logic.
In religion.
I am a seeker of God –
outside mysticism,
or magical
instantaneous transformations.
Pretty plasters over deep wounds
are all appearance.
Chakra clearing,
Fire burning the past.
It doesn’t work.
Just a game I played
for a while,
in my seeking.
No answers there.
No logic:
New age.
I am a seeker of God –
outside of ‘beliefs.’
I didn’t know it was God
I was seeking.
It was Truth
and where was Love?
It turns out that
Truth
Has a lot to do
with God.
Not ‘my’ truth,
not ‘yours:’
Absolute Truth.
It turns out that
Truth and Love
hold hands
in the heart
of God.
I am a seeker of God –
outside religion.
And it’s funny,
ironic, maybe
that Jesus
is back.
Helping me to
seek and find
God,
with new eyes.
A God far better
than religion
ever taught.
And this is Jesus –
outside of religion.
No Saviour;
No Three in One.
(what does that mean?)
He’s just a man:
A son of God,
as I am daughter.
The first man
to learn God’s True Way.
Just like,
Armstrong
was the first man on the moon.
So I am a seeker –
outside of religion,
who is finally
finding her answers,
to the millions of questions
in her heart.
I am seeking
and finding.
I am knocking
and the door is opening.
And it’s better
than I ever imagined.
It’s ALL Love:
NO anger in God.
It’s all Truth:
no mysticism in God.
You may think in my seeking
I have not found.
Or what I have said
is crazy.
But unless you ask,
you will not receive.
Unless you seek,
you will not find.
Unless you knock,
the door will not be opened.
Logic:
To find you must seek.
The arms of God
are broad and wide,
and there is room
for all.
The heart of God
is big enough
to contain all Universes: all life.
Yet He seeks
each individual…
You.
And you, and you…
and me.
A God of awe
and wonder;
of Grace
and Mercy;
of logic and science.
A God
of creativity and intelligence.
A teacher;
a mother;
a father.
Who dreams BIG for us.
The potentials of
Divine Love and Divine Truth
received from God
are infinite and beautiful –
far beyond anything
we currently dream.
I am still seeking,
to know more;
to feel more.
I have a way to go.
But it doesn’t matter
how far I have to go.
It matters
how far I desire to go.
God feels my desire
and he’s preparing a feast –
for me!
“Father, I’m coming.
It might take me a while.
But Father, I’m coming…
Home.”
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